Monday, September 21, 2009

New Apartment

It has been a rough start to the semester and a very busy few weeks, but I am finally getting some pictures up of the apartment. The first batch are from move-in day. Hopefully I will be writing up an post about classes and all that soon. Enjoy!


Here is Scott trying to find internet for me to use. No success...


Me trying to unpack


Messiness


Jessica's room...she didn't move in for a couple weeks


Taking a break


Living room


Hadn't gotten to the kitchen yet


Our itty bitty table in the kitchen (the front door is to the right of it)


Hallway to the bedrooms


Me and my beautiful Mom


My pathetic face as they are leaving


First floor apartment


Front Porch


Outside of Jessica's room. My window is the one all the way to the right.


Here is my room a few weeks later a lot cleaner and all unpacked.



Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Life Update


Today I started my job at Elbit Systems of America. Technically that is where I work, but I am in the part of the company called KMC Systems which makes medical equipment. My official title is med tech, but I'm an administrative intern as opposed to one of the engineering ones. Two of those were in orientation with me, but they work on the Kollsman side and do work for the military. Today was pretty good as first days go. It was a little tedious since I don't know how to do much, but there were no big mishaps or problems. I spent most of the day reading manuals, filling out paperwork, and getting shown around. I understood more of the manuals than I expected to. In fact, by the end of the day I had a basic understanding of how the machine works and what it does. They even had me changing tubes and stuff. Actually, I kept waiting for the beeping to start so I could jump up before anyone else just to have something to do. It looks like my schedule at least for now is going to be 7:30 to 5:00. I will have every other Friday off beginning next week and a short break the first week in July. The one thing that is going to be somewhat hard getting used to is having so little time after I come home. Having to get up at 6:00 to beat the guys to the shower means early, early to bed for me. Still, I hope to have time for a few fun things during the week. We'll just have to wait and see how it goes.

On other fronts, I was accepted to UNH. It wasn't a huge surprise, but I was relieved to hear it all the same. Not as pleasant news was that I am going to have to drop English as my double major. I was emailing the director of the Medical Laboratory Science department at UNH and she said that to complete a double major with MLS would be a minimum of 5 years. I can't afford, nor do I want to spend a total of 7 years getting my undergrad degree. By then I wouldn't even want to try for a graduate degree. My goal is to finish MLS in three years with summer school if at all possible. I really don't want to start over if I can help it. Unfortunately I was too late to sign up for a summer class this year. Microbiology was the only one I could take and it was full. It's actually good that I didn't because I would never have made it to class on time and I think it would have been too much.

I think that is about it for now. I haven't taken any pictures of break yet which is really sad since this was a great Memorial Day weekend. Mom, Mrs. Fenton, Katrina, and I went to Fort Foster on Saturday and it was spectacularly hot and beautiful. We even went in the water! Yesterday was perfect weather. Everyone was working in the yard (which looks great, I should get some pics). We had the Fentons and the Tavanyars over for a barbeque. Hopefully I can get some pictures up of the rest of the semester soon.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Quote of the Day: Annie Dilliard

Does anyone have the foggiest idea what sort of power we so blithely invoke? Or, as I suspect, does no one believe a word of it? The churches are children playing on the floor with their chemistry sets, mixing up a batch of TNT to kill a Sunday morning. IT is madness to wear ladies' straw hats and velvet hats to church; we should all be wearing crash helmets. Ushers should issue life preservers and signal flares; they should lash us to our pews. For the sleeping god may wake someday and take offense, or the waking god my draw us out to where we can never return.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Will the hypocrisy ever end?

PETA Killed 95 Percent of Adoptable Pets in its Care During 2008

Hypocritical Animal Rights Group’s 2008 Disclosures Bring Pet Death Toll To 21,339

WASHINGTON DC – Today the nonprofit Center for Consumer Freedom (CCF) published documents online showing that People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA) killed 95 percent of the adoptable pets in its care during 2008. Despite years of public outrage over its euthanasia program, the animal rights group kills an average of 5.8 pets every day at its Norfolk, VA headquarters.

According to public records from the Virginia Department of Agriculture and Consumer Services, PETA killed 2,124 pets last year and placed only seven in adoptive homes. Since 1998, a total of 21,339 dogs and cats have died at the hands of PETA workers.

Despite having a $32 million budget, PETA does not operate an adoption shelter. PETA employees make no discernible effort to find homes for the thousands of pets they kill every year. Last year, the Center for Consumer Freedom petitioned Virginia’s State Veterinarian to reclassify PETA as a slaughterhouse.

CCF Research Director David Martosko said: “PETA hasn’t slowed down its hypocritical killing machine one bit, but it keeps browbeating the rest of society with a phony ‘animal rights’ message. What about the rights of the thousands of dogs, cats, puppies, and kittens that die in PETA’s headquarters building?”

Martosko added: “Since killing pets is A-OK with PETA, why should anyone listen to their demands about eating meat, using lab rats for medical research, or taking children to the circus?”

CCF obtained PETA’s “Animal Record” filings since 1998 from the Virginia Department of Agriculture and Consumer Services. Members of the public can see these documents at PetaKillsAnimals.com.

(Skeptical? Click here to see the documents.)

In addition to exposing PETA’s hypocritical record of killing defenseless animals, the Center for Consumer Freedom has publicized the animal rights group’s ties to violent activists, and shed light on its aggressive message-marketing to children.

The Center for Consumer Freedom is a nonprofit coalition supported by restaurants, food companies, and consumers, working together to promote personal responsibility and protect consumer choices.

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To read this article off the original site click here.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Quote of the Day: Kathleen Norris

"Dakota is a painful reminder of human limits, just as cities and shopping malls are attempts to deny them."

"Silence is the best response to mystery. 'There is no way of telling people,' Merton reminds us, 'that they are all walking around shining like the sun.'"

- from Dakota: A Spiritual Geography

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Quotes of the Day: Madeleine L'Engle

From her chapter "Icons of the True" in Walking on Water.

"[W]e do not find [wisdom and grace] in many places where we would naturally expect to find it. This confusion about because much so-called religious art is in fact bad art, and therefore bad religion."

"Christ has always worked in ways which have seemed peculiar to many men, even his closest followers. Frequently the disciples failed to understand him. So we need not feel that we have to understand how he works through artists who do not consciously recognize him. Neither should our lack of understanding cause us to assume that he cannot be present in their work."

"We cannot seem to escape paradox; I do not think I want to."

When speaking of the new book of common prayer and how we confess our sins of commission before those of omission, she writes, "It is the things I have left undone which haunt me far more than the things which I have done."

"There is nothing so secular that it cannot be sacred, and that is one of the deepest messages of the Incarnation."

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Quotes of the Day: Mark C. Taylor and Cardinal Suhard

"To be a witness does not consist in engaging in propaganda, nor even in stirring people up, but in being a living mystery. It means to live in such a way that one's life would not make sense if God did not exist." - Emmanuel, Cardinal Suhard quoted by Madeleine L'Engle in "Icons of the True"

"It is the unsaid in all our saying that undoes all we do." - Mark C. Taylor from Disfiguring:Art, Architecture, Religion

Monday, March 16, 2009

Quote of the Day: Frank Burch Brown

I am going to be doing a succession of posts entitled "Quote of the day." They may show up every day or every few days. While I would like to say that I am a connoisseur of quotes, it is more like I am a collector of them. That is to say, I have more than enough to post every day for the next year or two, but I won't tax your patience quite to that extent. When they are short I may do more than one. Think on them, enjoy them, and please, feel free to comment on them.

"The artistic capacity to envision, and in vision to transfigure this world or some hypothetical counterpart, evidently responds uniquely to an abiding human need. That is the need to discover, imagine, and come to grips with a world that can be thought and felt to matter, both in its goodness and beauty and in its evil and horror....Precisely because we are embodied, thinking, passionate beings who want meaning and meaningfulness, truth and emotional satisfaction, we cannot be engaged wholly except through forms that imaginatively encompass and orient us within something like a world: something, moreover, as purposeful in its apparent purposelessness as we hope and trust life itself can be." - From Religious Aesthetics, A Theological Study of Making and Meaning

Easy as the click of a button

When I was reading over one of the essays I had to write for my many applications this week, I right clicked on the highlighted changes Mom had suggested. It gave me the option to either "accept change" or "reject change." If only life had such buttons. With one click I could accept the enormous changes in front of me (transferring schools, moving home, commuting, working, changing majors, rearranging friendships) and have them settle in as if they were no change at all. Or, I could reject those changes altogether and have things continue on as previously planned. Of course, as with the paper, in doing so I would risk unfulfilled potential, mediocrity which never reaches the goal, meaning left undisclosed. Every piece of writing is better for a little editing--even life stories. But in editing you must discard one ending for another. There is always the possibility that the first one would have been good too. Unfortunately, in life there are no buttons. So, while we do either accept change or reject it, thwarting it entirely is out of the question and nothing about the decision to do either is going to be so easy or instantaneous. I have mostly accepted my current changes--the existence and inevitability of them--but for now I am back at Gordon, living in the possibility of an ending that isn't going to happen, while word by word I edit for a different conclusion.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Good News in this Economy???

I saw this on yahoo news and thought it was pretty cool....

A Head with a Heart

It was the kind of meeting that is taking place in restaurant kitchens, small offices, retail storerooms, and large auditoriums all over this city, all over this state, all over this country.

Paul Levy, the guy who runs Beth Israel Deaconess Medical Center, was standing in Sherman Auditorium the other day, before some of the very people to whom he might soon be sending pink slips.

In the days before the meeting, Levy had been walking around the hospital, noticing little things.

He stood at the nurses' stations, watching the transporters, the people who push the patients around in wheelchairs. He saw them talk to the patients, put them at ease, make them laugh. He saw that the people who push the wheelchairs were practicing medicine.

He noticed the same when he poked his head into the rooms and watched as the people who deliver the food chatted up the patients and their families.

He watched the people who polish the corridors, who strip the sheets, who empty the trash cans, and he realized that a lot of them are immigrants, many of them had second jobs, most of them were just scraping by.

And so Paul Levy had all this bouncing around his brain the other day when he stood in Sherman Auditorium.

He looked out into a sea of people and recognized faces: technicians, secretaries, administrators, therapists, nurses, the people who are the heart and soul of any hospital. People who knew that Beth Israel had hired about a quarter of its 8,000 staff over the last six years and that the chances that they could all keep their jobs and benefits in an economy in freefall ranged between slim and none.

"I want to run an idea by you that I think is important, and I'd like to get your reaction to it," Levy began. "I'd like to do what we can to protect the lower-wage earners - the transporters, the housekeepers, the food service people. A lot of these people work really hard, and I don't want to put an additional burden on them.

"Now, if we protect these workers, it means the rest of us will have to make a bigger sacrifice," he continued. "It means that others will have to give up more of their salary or benefits."

He had barely gotten the words out of his mouth when Sherman Auditorium erupted in applause. Thunderous, heartfelt, sustained applause.

Paul Levy stood there and felt the sheer power of it all rush over him, like a wave. His eyes welled and his throat tightened so much that he didn't think he could go on.

When the applause subsided, he did go on, telling the workers at Beth Israel, the people who make a hospital go, that he wanted their ideas.

The lump had barely left his throat when Paul Levy started getting e-mails.

The consensus was that the workers don't want anyone to get laid off and are willing to give up pay and benefits to make sure no one does. A nurse said her floor voted unanimously to forgo a 3 percent raise. A guy in finance who got laid off from his last job at a hospital in Rhode Island suggested working one less day a week. Another nurse said she was willing to give up some vacation and sick time. A respiratory therapist suggested eliminating bonuses.

"I'm getting about a hundred messages per hour," Levy said yesterday, shaking his head.

Paul Levy is onto something. People are worried about the next paycheck, because they're only a few paychecks away from not being able to pay the mortgage or the rent.

But a lot of them realize that everybody's in the same boat and that their boat doesn't rise because someone else's sinks.

Paul Levy is trying something revolutionary, radical, maybe even impossible: He is trying to convince the people who work for him that the E in CEO can sometimes stand for empathy.

Kevin Cullen is a Globe columnist. He can be reached at cullen@globe.com.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Italy Update


This update is a little on the tardy side, but I have been putting it off. The good news is that I was accepted into the Orvieto program on Friday. At this point, there should be lots of jumping and screaming, but I just can't get that worked up about it because of the bad news. There isn't enough money for me to return to Gordon next year, unless I opt for massive loans that will land me in debt for the next twenty years. I've gone through all the financial aid information and I'm 99% sure that it isn't going to work. As soon as I got this news (two weeks prior to today) I began looking at schools to transfer to. My top choice is currently is UNH. I would get in-state tuition and they have both of my majors. There is the possibilty of me commuting or I have been offered an apartment there by a friend. Tomorrow I go to take a tour of the campus and hopefully get some questions answered. So that's about where everything stands. Despite being heartbroken about leaving everything and everyone at Gordon, some excitement is beginning to well up in me for this new adenture. Nothing about my college experience has been predictable thus far, I guess there is no reason for it to start now.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

10 Reasons to Become a Philosophy Major


1. Capitalizing the first letter of any noun gives it abstract existence.
2. You get to use words like "thatness" and "whatness" and they actually mean something.
3. People automatically defer to your superior intelligence without bothering to find out if you actually have any.
4. Every word is open to redefinition...even that one.
5. You will never take another exam again.
6. The departments are so small they are just happy you're there. If you are female, they may set up a shrine and enter the room kowtowing.
7. If you run out of time to write a paper, you simply channel Descartes and posit the non-existence of deadlines. You're only dreaming after all.
8. There really is no wrong answer. You just have to be able to take enough text out of context to support whatever absurdity you are claiming.
9. It is expected that you will babble inchoerently, forget the mundane niceties of everyday life, spend massive amounts of money on an education and books normal people don't understand, smoke cigars, and spend the majority of your time in pubs (mostly doing the incoherent babbling thing and smoking the cigars).
10. When you write papers, if your classmates don't understand it you'll probably get a B. If you don't understand it, you're edging toward an A-. If your professor doesn't understand it, you just put yourself on the presidential honors list.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

The Magical Yeats


One of the authors we are reading for Irish lit is William Butler Yeats. We read some of his plays and quite a bit of his poetry. In his later years, he unfortunately entered into the occult and wrote a lot with those images. He did a lot of political poetry as well and liked to name drop. I fell in love with his earlier works in Irish mythology. Yeats was concerned with the legends of Ireland being lost; he wanted to use them to revive the spirits of the present day Irish with inspiration by their heroes. Here are some of my favorites from the book we had.

Into the Twilight

Out-Worn heart, in a time out-worn,
Come clear of the nets of wrong and right;
Laugh, heart, again in the grey twilight,
Sigh, heart, again in the dew of the morn.

Your mother Eire is aways young,
Dew ever shining and twilight grey;
Though hope fall from you and love decay,
Burning in fires of a slanderous tongue.

Come, heart, where hill is heaped upon hill:
For there the mystical brotherhood
Of sun and moon and hollow and wood
And river and stream work out their will;

And God stands winding His lonely horn,
And time and the world are ever in flight;
And love is less kind than the grey twilight,
And hope is less dear than the dew of the morn.

A Faery Song
Sung by the people of Faery over Diarmuid and Grania,
in their bridal sleep under a Cromlech.

We who are old, old and gay,
O so old!
Thousands of years, thousands of years,
If all were told:

Give to these children, new from the world,
Silence and love;
And the long dew-dropping hours of the night,
And the stars above:

Give to these children, new from the world,
Rest far from men.
Is anything better, anything better?
Tell us it then:

Us who are old, old and gay,
O so old!
Thousands of years, thousands of years,
If all were told.

The Lake Isle of Innisfree

I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made:
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee,
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight's all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet's wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart's core.

And perhaps my favorite one I read....

The Stolen Child

Where dips the rocky highland
Of Sleuth Wood in the lake,
There lies a leafy island
Where flapping herons wake
The drowsy water-rats;
There we've hid our faery vats,
Full of berries
And of reddest stolen cherries.
Come away, O human child!
To the waters and the wild

With a faery, hand in hand,

For the world's more full of weeping than you

can understand.


Where the wave of moonlight glosses
The dim grey sands with light,
Far off by furthest Rosses
We foot it all the night,
Weaving olden dances,
Mingling hands and mingling glances
Till the moon has taken flight;
To and fro we leap
And chase the frothy bubbles,
While the world is full of troubles
And is anxious in its sleep.
Come away, O human child!
To the waters and the wild

With a faery, hand in hand,

For the world's more full of weeping than you

can understand.


Where the wandering water gushes
From the hills above Glen-Car,.
In pools among the rushes
That scarce could bathe a star,
We seek for slumbering trout
And whispering in their ears
Give them unquiet dreams;
Leaning softly out
From ferns that drop their tears
Over the young streams.
Come away, O human child!
To to waters and the wild

With a faery, hand in hand,

For the world's more full of weeping than you

can understand.


Away with us he's going,
The solemn-eyed:
He'll hear no more the lowing
Of the calves on the warm hillside
Or the kettle on the hob
Sing peace into his breast,
Or see the brown mice bob
Round and round the oatmeal-chest.
For he comes, the human child,
To the waters and the wild

With a faery, hand in hand,

From a world more full of weeping than he
can understand.


There are a few of his later works that I really love too and this is just a small sample of earlier works. Let me know if you want suggestions of other poems of his to read.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Italy Update

I think most of you know that I made a change in my study abroad plans over winter break. There were several contributing factors to my change of mind about Oxford. 1) I just couldn't get enough money in time. 2) It wasn't looking like I was going to be healthy enough to go if I had to work multiple jobs during the school year and all summer. 3) The academic pressure was getting to me. 4) I didn't really want to be gone a whole year. I prefer the one semester programs. I was very relieved once I made the decision. Because I got the flu last week I got my preliminary application in on the very last day, Sunday February 15. They were actually quite nice about rescheduling my interview since I'm sure none of them wanted to contract the flu from me. My interview was Monday morning. The director of the Orvieto program was actually at Gordon and conducted the interview. He was very kind and friendly. It was hard to answer the questions about why Italy is the best fit for me over another program. I worked so hard on having my academics good for Oxford that I hadn't really concentrated on answering that kind of question. In my mind, it's just Italy, so who wouldn't want to go? Well, I got the email that I made it through the first round. The guy said he was pretty sure that I would, but it was still nice to get the email. Now I have to get a bunch of references and a transcript and pay my fee. Then they call me in for another interview. I should have the final yes or no by March 10, I believe. While I was having my interview and he was telling me about the program I was getting so excited. I can't imagine just hopping on a train and going to Naples for the weekend. I want this so much!!! Please keep praying that everything works out. I'll be putting up more Italy updates as things continue to progress. If you have any questions, leave me a comment and I will do my best to answer them. By the way, the picture at the top is of Orvieto. Isn't it gorgeous up on a hill like that?

Monday, February 2, 2009

My Weekend: 1/30 - 2/01

Friday night, a bunch of the girls on my floor got dressed up and we went to the Cheesecake Factory for dessert. Ali and I went ahead of time to put our names in because it is an extremely popular place, especially on the weekends. It's a good thing the two of us went early because we ended up waiting two hours to be seated!


Typical Lyndsi moment...will read a book anywhere, dressed in anything


Classy


Very, very happy :)


Look at those gorgeous curls!!


waiting and waiting


(Nicole, Ali, me, Sarah, Emily, Cassie, Clara, Bethany)


This really hyper and enthusiastic waiter offered to take our pictures. We were really hoping he would be ours, but we got someone boring.


It looks like Nicole and Ali are about to do something to me...probably true...


What an attractive face that is in the background. Definitely some bonhoeffing going on there. (floor joke)


Outside in the freezing cold


Saturday was the first Arts in the city class in which we actually went into the city. Every other Saturday we meet from 9-4 and visit different artists and museums in the Boston area. I was so happy to get into it despite the fact that I lose half my Saturdays for the semester. In the morning we visited artist Ed Stitt. I loved a lot of his work. I think that is mostly because I am an idealist when it comes to paintings and probably most other forms of art. I like to see redemption and beauty in something. That doesn't necessarily entail perfection and lack of pain, but it does explain my leanings towards the softer impressionists like Renoir and Monet and my fascination with Edward Hopper's light experiments (although he works a lot with people in isolation which can be depressing and he has some let's say reavealing paintings). Ed Stitt painted the more "famous" places in Boston when he first moved there from Pennsylvania. Now he likes to work with the every day spots he sees. You can look at his work at www.edstitt.net.

We wen to the Gardner Museum in the afternoon. It was interesting and the courtyard there is beautiful, but I wish we had a tour of some sort. The rooms were labeled but Isabella's taste and arrangement is very specific, so I would have liked to have had some explanation for it. They had two portraits of her put in random rooms that didn't seem to have much of a connection. She looked like she would have been a fascinating person and maybe even a little wild sometimes.

Sunday I did end watching the Superbowl. Well, sort of. I've never been much of a sports person and definitely not a football fan, so I read Irish plays during the game and occasionally glanced at a commercial. (They weren't that good though.) My friend Marissa had a little party in her apartment which Ali, Steph, Dave, and I went to. I really didn't care who won, but when anyone asked I said I was rooting for the Cardinals. You die hard sports fans will not want to hear my reasoning behind that, so I will spare you. Don't worry though, it had nothing to do with their uniforms. :)

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Snow Day!!!

Yes, that's right, yesterday Gordon had a snow day. I had been hoping and praying all Tuesday night that they would cancel classes. My homework had been too much too finish that night and I was going to have to squeeze it in between working in the writing center and classes the next day. Unfortunately they didn't feel the need to let everyone know until 6 am Wednesday morning, but I was too happy to care at that point. After sleeping in until a wonderfully late hour, Ali and I decided to take a walk in the woods. We ended up tramping about and talking for about an hour and a half. By that time we were hot and thirsty and worn out. We watched the afternoon slip by while alternating between homework and goofing off. To end our awesome snow day, we ordered Chinese and watched a Mary-Kate and Ashley movie (probably not your idea of fun, but we giggled hysterically at the bad acting and shallowness of it all). Here are some picture of our snowy walk.




Before Ali and I desecrated its snowy purity

After...


Coy Pond




Ali got great entertainment out of watching me climb over this snow and ice covered log and slip on my butt


Made it over with only minor bruising, but a lot more wet spots than before


All bundled up


Found another one of the ponds buried in obscurity behind our college. That was as far as we went for the day.


Enjoying the silence


Friend and roommates, my Ali and I




We stopped by Gull Pond on the way back and there was a big hole in the middle.



No Lifeguard on duty
Swim at your own risk


So we did :)


Being goofy


Ali is a much better swimmer than me



Snow Angel


This adorable Lab puppy came zooming in out of no where. I had to warn Ali to sit up before she got trampled. He zoomed away just as fast and we saw him and his owner on our way back to campus.